Watch Me as I Fall Apart

Right now just existing hurts so bad

Put me in a coma and wake me when its over

There’s nothing I can do when I feel so sad

I don’t want to be awake I’m losing my composure

Feelings overwhelm my soul, thoughts overwhelm my body

The sadness that’s inside of me is starting to consume me

I’m crying tears that could fill rooms and feeling very empty

There’s nowhere to run or hide… So, everyone can see

Watch me as I fall apart 

Watch me as I crumble

The pieces that once made my heart

Are now nothing more than rubble

I’m sinking deeper into the dark

The waves of sadness going over my head

The terrible journey I’ve had to embark

Battling thoughts of wishing I was dead